“I love you very much.” I said brashly.
“I would love to be in a relationship with you, something real and permanent, “I continued, “I want to share my heart with someone. Please let me share the rest of my interesting life ….” Before I could finish that line, she interrupted me in a most beautiful fashion:
“So why do you think I am the one?” she asked me.
“You see, from the moment I set my eyes on you I knew you were the one. More so, my spirit just keeps telling me that you are the one. I just feel this peace whenever I am around you.” At this she laughed a little bit, but still retained her composure. I was happy she laughed.
“But is it just spirit connection? Is that the only reason why you seem to love and want me?”
Oh I had consulted with a few friends and they had given me the series of questions I will most likely encounter if I were to make my intentions known to any girl. Their predictions were coming true. I itemized the glaring physical qualities which I find attractive.
“I have been waiting so long for this moment in my life. Let’s do this,” she said and jumped on me with excitement – such excitement as I have never seen her exhibit before.
Immediately I woke up. Alas! It was a dream.
“Oh Indiana! This must be confirmation from the Lord.” I told myself happily.
Indiana is fresh in every sense of the word. Fair skinned with a near-British accent. She attends my church and sings in the choir. Oh how well she sings! I fell in love with her after a ministration she did, a month after I started attending this church. Since then I stayed. I couldn’t return to my previous church. Yes, the pastor preaches well over there. This sister sings well over here too.
Indiana is very beautiful. Beautiful does not really qualify Indiana’s beauty, hence I decided to do a little dictionary run just to be able to near-accurately describe how beautiful she really is. ‘Pulchritude’ was the closest word to what I had in mind to say about her, which means “the quality of appearance which pleases the eye; beauty; comeliness; grace; loveliness.”
Last week, however, I finally walk up to my Indiana – by the way, Indiana isn’t her real name. I just refer to her as my Indiana. I repeated the exact same words I had told her in the dream that helped confirm my request and secure her heart.
Guess what? She refused.
I mean, she said NO.
Well, she didn’t actually say “no”, she just said that she was already in another relationship and as such can’t go out with me.
Now I am distraught. My faith is shaky. I had asked a few brothers of their opinion and they gave me a go ahead, saying the Lord was surely with me. I had even showed her picture to my mum and she was really happy saying I have her blessing.
And the dream; does that not also show that I have God’s backing in this endeavor?
I am confused. What should I do? I think she is the one. Should I wait hoping that she will come out of her current relationship, or should I move on and seek another?
Help a brother!
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